Wednesday, 7 April 2010

Introduction To Reilly

Well. i feel that before deciding the inevitable(whether or not you, the reader, shall continue to read my blogs/ "follow"me), i should truely inform you what you shall be in for, in a totally bias and selfish view of myself,from myself. my name is kris reilly. i am a guy who can rarely see past my own fault, a man who will without fail look to benifit myself before others and thus am often selfish. however this doesnt bother me. i want what is best for me, and cant see why i should think in any other manner. i have a close group of friends which i adore, all of them for different yet indifferent reasons. and i am in the privialged position to have those who genunely care for me to, who can look past my flaws and continue to spend time with me, and as a result i can truely appreciate them for who they are also. granted i also have those close to me who i KNOW have talked about me behind my back, but this doesnt bother me either. just informs me of those who i can genunely trust with anything, and such great trust i can only truely hold with one person, who i can tell anything to and know without fail they wont judge me or change how they look at me as a result. enter the best friend. they are a person who is a truely beautiful person, and i feel genuenly lucky to have by my side. this is not to say i dont appreciate those who do talk about me, and they are not anyless of a friend in my eyes, just not ones i can admit to always feeling totally comfortable telling my every thought to. now back to me. it has become truely apparent recently that those who do not know me, but know of me, take a less than faverable oppinion of me. recent graffitti i saw suggesting this oppion highlighted this, but also how even has we 'mature', returning to play ground methods of phsycological warefare can still be as effective as anything else one person can express toward another. now i am not here to bitch about those who do not like me, because frankly if they havent given me the time of day to at least speak to me before creating an oppion of me, i cant honestly say that they appeal to me as anone i would want in my life in any other capasity,than just those whom cant look past my flaws, and as a result cant really ride the full kris reilly experience.
there loss,in my oppinon.

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